hateful and graceful.

hii i know i'm totally neglecting my blog haha i feel like closing it but there's too much memories so i shall just leave it here to rot. this week: watched alot of super junior's vid on youtube just bcos of heechul. sad to say but i still can't spot him in Sorry Sorry MV why must they have so many members i ask you. anyway he's effing cute in Full House <3 Also, we went to celebrate yuhao's bdae i think he's very happy with his present, i bet the expo trip is very fulfilling for him i know we're great friends thankyou HAHA (Y) shopping with parents is (Y) too bought a studded vest regret not buying this black&gold jacket hai its ok i swear i will get it by this holiday no matter what. i hope 4h class outing tmr will be fun. i can't wait for next week's trip to msia shopping and the food~ i must buy loads of clothes back (since i didn't buy much at korea last year due to the stupid winter season but its ok i met hongki on teevee ahahha) sorry shaowei can't make it for your finals showcase ok its 2am off to sleep bye.
p/s: WOO I <3 KIM HEECHULLLLLLLLLLLLLL

cross & change.

woo am back home finally!
had a greaaaaaaaat time out with claudia shirleen qiaowei valerie and yuhao, watching shaowei the star performance @ fareast WOO you are awesome we're proud of you HAHAHA jiayou for the upcoming finals!!!
hahaha awesome talk with shirleen during the trainride and macs!
(oh i lazy reply your sms: thanks!!! HAHA you can accompany me home next year but....i can walk home leh LOL.)
came back in time to catch shaowei's performance. top15 w0rzx (Y) took pics with the star, and went off to walk around orchard afterwards. took many great pics and vids hahahaha shall upload them here, if i feel like it!
okieee i think i made a good attempt to save my blog. am glad i went out today and had a great time instead of....yeah love you guys bye!!!

never have it easy

"See when you are mad, you don't miss people. So if you stay mad, it's like you never knew them at all. That way you don't feel sucky about them leaving you at all." - Uptown girls.

"I think one of the worst feelings ever is wondering how things could have, would have, or should have been."
"Do you ever get the feeling when you just feel all out of sorts and you don't want to talk to anyone but you don't really know why either?"
- runawaytrain.

these more or less sums up how i feel (or felt).
thanks clauDear (HAHA inside joke!) for being there to listen to me rant

fancy shoes, tight jeans and sweet perfume.

bugis-ed today, nice catching up @ macs eating fries and ice-cream.
it's always nice to just sit down somewhere and chill out with friends, i swear 4h can just go on talking forever about everything under the sun!!
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am gonna gym on tuesday, and guess what? I suggested that.(cue clappingz)
All thanks to hongki HAHAHA i watched a vid whereby he ran a 5km marathon tgt with his daughter and other 3 dads and im sooooo inspired. ok no im joking, i just feel fat and i want to run cannot ah huh huh huh cheh.
after which we gonna make healthy breakfast tgt - egg + ham + cheese sandwich wooo.
say no to mac breakfast (my 2-piece hotcake, hashbrown with honey and pepper :( ) ~
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faber drive's album = coolshat.
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claudyyyyyyyyy cheer up!
don't let these late-night emo thoughts get into you alright!
they are stupid poopy evil devil-ish rubbishz (speaking from experience, bu chi lao ren yan chi kui zai yan qian)
you are awesome no matter what k iloveyou

What's the point.

am back from second day of chalet.
didn't sleep at wink at all, almost ko-ed outside macs during breakfast today.

after o'lvl hcl which was pretty much --", went home to pack stuff and some of us met up at JE,
PROUD TO TELL YOU I'M NOT THE LATEST HAHAHA!
once we reached, some of them mahjonged while the rest of us watched nba/soccer/okto/crap shows and played l4d while waiting for brenda to bring SAW or other dvds to us, but being very nice, the dvd player cocked up despite our efforts of stealing _ HAHA wtf.
Night was spent watching cute vids on my laptop, watching The Latency (wooo!), winning mahjong despite my already shagged-and-crazy-and-already-not-me-state-of-mind ( :D), watching yulebaifenbai/lzx re-run at 1.30am, and BEST PART: talking with 4H from 3am to 6.30am ('MERRYCHRISTMAS!!!!', paranormal talk which made many controlled their bladders bcos all no balls to go toilet...etc)

at 7am, went to have hotcakes for breakfast, empty-handed. Was feeling quite horrid and stoned but foot-dip at pool and more l4d and mahjong woke me up aft that. It 5pm now and im still widewide awake heeheehee!
Am gonna stay up late tonight to dl You're beautiful ep11!